It's been a year,
how can this be?
It seems just like yesterday,
when I was falling into Hell.
I don't like it here...
It's lonely without you.
I don't have my other half any more,
and my mind just doesn't seem quite clear.
You're too far away.
And there's no chance I can bring you back.
I have to wait a life time now,
and oh how it seems so long.
I remember all the times,
that we said I love you.
I promise, I really do.
I remember standing in my yard,
kissing you goodbye.
I didn't know it would be the last time.
Oh... it hurts so bad.
The pain that went thru you,
so quick you didn't feel it
Is being drug out inside of me
I Miss You Today. by darkness-in-light627, literature
Literature
I Miss You Today.
I miss you today.
it's not really a bad thing,
but It's not that great either.
The stars at night
just aren't as bright.
Maybe it's because of the last time
when we were together...
The stars came from your eyes.
The sun doesn't feel
as warm as normal.
Maybe because of the last time
your arms were over my own.
The rain pounds harder
and isn't as graceful as normal.
Maybe because of the last time
when I was kissing you in the storm.
I miss you today.
It's not really a bad thing,
but it's not that great either.
Let's play a game. by darkness-in-light627, literature
Literature
Let's play a game.
Lets play a game,
a game with a twist.
I'll make your heart flutter,
Or make your eyes mist.
I'll push you up high,
as high as the clouds.
But then I might drop you,
in the midst of the crowds.
So take a chance,
run, run with me.
And i might make your dreams,
so possible; you see.
So tell me my dear,
is it really worth the risk?
If it is, just say so;
seal it with a kiss.
Ever wonder...
what happened?
why did we fall apart?
How come we don't speak?
Where is that spark?
Ever question...
What's my purpose?
Why am I here?
Who do i really effect;
those I hold dear ?
My gift of the Graces. by darkness-in-light627, literature
Literature
My gift of the Graces.
So I've found someone new,
and I can tell he really cares.
i feel like he was sent to me,
by the grace of wings in the air.
I think my angel,
knew i needed some love.
So he sent me this boy,
after push came to shove.
So Christopher I thank you,
for sending this guy down for me.
I knew- from the moment he spoke,
what in him you wanted me to see.
There's a bit of you in there,
behind the love in his eyes.
How truthful his words are,
never scorching with little white lies.
So I have my perfect person,
the one to help me through the harder times.
I know he was sent here,
to tell me eventually everything will be just fine.
To My Friends of 2010 by darkness-in-light627, literature
Literature
To My Friends of 2010
throw up the caps,
and let go of the fears.
This is finally the time,
you've been dreaming for years.
Make the most of it,
and don't let it slip past.
Your entire life lies before you,
just within grasp.
So smile through all the times,
and keep these memories held tight.
And know that true friends,
will always be within sight.
You'll go off to different places,
some to those you never knew.
But you'll still remember each other,
in all that you see and do.
So congrats to the class,
of two thousand and ten.
My love to you,
I will so fully send.
So long ago it feels,
you flew away from me.
The pain still comes in bursts,
not easy for the naked eye to see.
They say it gets easier with time,
but that, my love, is a lie.
I feel the pain of my heart daily,
and I can't help but sigh.
How do you really keep living,
when half of you dies ?
All I can really say to that question,
is that I guess you have to cry.
So, since no one understands,
I've learned to just put a smile in the right place.
At least until that fateful day,
that I once again see your face.
Miss you christopher.
My chest hurts,
my heart constricts.
I didn't believe,
there was pain like this.
Ten months, seriously?
how can it hurt this badly.
I hate it now, i hated it then,
is it really that hard for others to see ?
Pain pain,
just go away.
Don't you have someone else to tornment,
for at least one day ?
I know I'm strong,
but I'm about to break.
To endure this pain forever...
.there's too much at stake.
The one that used to wake me up at 2 a.m. just to talk,
the one that held my hand under the covers so my parents wouldn't see.
The one that knocked on my window at seven thirty one day,
because he knew I was sick and wanted to make it better.
The one who was there every time my heart hurt,
and put it back together every single time without being asked too.
The one who soared my heart to new heights,
and helped me when I struggled with emotions unknown to either of us.
The one who kissed me behind the shed,
rode bikes and walked the dog with me.
The one who promised to always be there for me,
and never break my heart.
The